why wait around if its just to surrender?

if you dont, i'll start drinking like the way i drank before.
then i just wont have a future anymore.

We just play like broken records in a deaf man's charade

Cause a costume can be quite comfortable.
It can make you feel more beautiful.
It can even make you look like someone else.

i stayed home sick from school today, so i dont know if ill be allowed to come online this weekend. darn.

but... adams fine, so im glad. hell be coming home from the hospital today :)
he had his apendix taken out :(

я люблю вас

just tell us what to fear
because i don't know what tommorow brings
it is alive with such possibilities

i couldnt sleep last night. there was a spider in my bed. and it bit me a lot of times. so eventually i went and "slept" on the couch.

this lack of sleep is taking its toll.

Ich WÜNSCHE ETWAS, DAS IMMER GLEICHBLEIBEND IST UND NIE ÄNDERT.

what i got on my way home:

3 honks
1 "damn fool"
1 blister
2 very sore feet
1 aching side
1 sweaty body (mine)
and a very tired mary.

good to know, yes? YES.

guess who had internet at home again.. yes, thats right, i do!
how exciting.