Jan 16, 2006 15:13
Do you ever just wake up and feel happy? Like the world is moving just for you, so that time will progress and you can spend more time with that one person? Well, that is how I felt this morning. I can always tell how happy I am by how I feel when I wake up. It's that feeling that no matter how uncomfortable you usually are in your bed, you feel like you are laying in clouds. Sometimes you can just tell something is right; it's the times when you realize you fit perfectly into his arms, the times when you notice that even though you don't agree on everything, you don't really fight about it, the times when you catch yourself smiling for no reason, but mostly the times when you realize those things happen all the time. I guess I'm just honestly happy, which is something relationships don't usually make me. For some reason, it seems so much different, that past seems so much more dim and morose and the present seems light and pleasant. I can't seem to find a flaw in him, except that he was silly enough to fall for me. But truthfully, for those of you who are skeptical, what is wrong with someone who stretches my mind and makes me want to be a better person, who I can do anything with - from watching football, to playing monopoly (even though I lose from being stuck in jail), to playing with robotic raptors, a person who fits every notion i've ever had of what my perfect is. I don't get how anyone who loves me could not want that for me. I'm just happy.