IM not dead yet
So it seems everytime i update this livejournal its when shit is really bothering me and until i write it down it builds up. So, if you dont really give a shit about the shit thats gone wrong recently i suggest you stop reading right about........... NOW. so about 3 weeks ago my car broke down. Now in order to fix it i have to pur about $800 ,that i dont have btw, into it. Now i found a new car for only about $500 and that wound up falling trough. SO unexpected screw over part1. Next my student loan got denied and i was stuck trying to find a new cosigner. looks like i get to wait another year before starting college again. unexpected screwover part2. Now the by far most pathetic aspect of my life today has to be the fact that since me and my last gf broke up i dunno..... about a fucking year ago, there has been nothing and i mean nothing out there at all for me. Now its alright to be "just the friend" to some of the girls you meet in life But "ALL" come the fuck on. i dunno depression is a blast. 6 days out of the week i work isolated, completely alone for 8 hours a day. The rest of my time is spent in pathetic, socially retarded situations. but hey look on the brightside