Sep 15, 2006 22:57
I dunno what it is bt life really isnt what it used to be. Ive been trying to resist writing a sappy bullshit depressed pathetic lj entry but it cant be helped I got no other means of venting. I cant exactly put my finger on one specific thing that spent my life spiraling down a dirty public restroom but it was recently i can tell ya that. I freaked out last minute and ruined my chance of going to a college for something i wanted to do my entire life that was mistake one. Then i took a bullshit class that i had in high school in college and wasted money and much needed time mistake two. Wasted time getting my licence now im stuck at home on my days off and annoying friends for rides and feeling more like a burden than a friend. THen well just throw in the fact that i despise my job thats loaded with drama and bullshit. also lets add in the most pathetic complaint i have in this entire entry but yea after a year of being single and with absolutely nobody ever showing any intrest seclusion and being "just a friend" it gets a little old. well now that im done making a fool of myself and adding public embarrassment to my list of complaints i think im going to bed.