Mar 15, 2006 08:08
I'm tired of having fucked up dreams about people I am trying to forget about.
Picture me at the head of a BIG table with all my old friends, everyone telling me to I need to learn to let things go; and then me letting everyone have it for the first time with everyone together to hear it. After I let loose, people start getting all misty eyed, like they FINALLY understand why I am the way I am and why I left, including the shithead. As I get up from the table, Michelle stands up and her teary eyes follow me all the way out of the room as I walk away from everyone.
Why do I keep having these fucking dreams? Can't I just forget, and skip the forgiving?
Fuck!
James out