Jun 13, 2005 20:55
It was bad enough when I found out about the upcoming nuptials, but I did my best to take it like a man. I tried to keep myself busy, and focus on all the cool shit that has been happening to me here. But now I hear that she is pregnant with his child, and all I want to do is smash my fists into a brick wall over and over again, till the pain of my twisted broken hands makes me forget the pain I am feeling in my heart.
I am actually sweating.
Oh yeah, I got an award today for exceptional service, and they told me I am going before the board for "Soldier of the Month" in July. For some reason I don't really feel like celebrating anymore.
Nothing's quite like being kicked in the teeth when things finally start to look up.
Fuck.