I am such a retard.

[lessthanjames75]

I spent most of my day taking online personality, and IQ tests. Apparently I am both extremely smart, and emotionally disturbed. Neither of these were really surprising, but what is surprising is how utterly retarded I am wen I let my emotions get the better of me. I watched this really sappy movie (The Notebook) which I thought was really good, but also emotionally draining. It brought a lot of feelings that I have been trying to suppress up to the surface, and I did something stupid. I wrote a letter to my ex. It was a really nice letter, very touching. Kind of telling her a little about how I'm feeling about leaving for the army on the 1st, and about where my head has been. It was in all honesty a very nice heart felt letter... the reason that it was stupid of me to write her is the fact that she has responded to every REALLY nice letter I have sent her since she's been with (expletive deleted) with an equally nasty letter. I really REALLY hope that won't be the case this time, but I have really REALLY hoped that wouldn't be the case all those other times too.

I know it was stupid, but it is about half an hour into V day, and I have been thinking about her a lot. It's hard for me not to. And it has been scientifically proved that I am overly sentimental. (just check out the scores) I just... I just miss her.