I am a ball of stress
I need some sort of release for all of this stress. I go out with friends from time to time, but I find that I am more and more quiet in their presence. I catch myself daydreaming frequently. I have no opinion on where to go or what to do. I am not getting enough restful sleep. I am lonely for female companionship, but am unable to introduce myself to new women. I miss the feeling of genuine contentment. I am having doubts about joining an army that will be led by George bush for four more years. I haven't drawn anything in over two months. I need something that I can't name, or worse. I need someONE that I can't bear to name. I do not feel like a valuable person. I want to be wanted again.
And I miss being a daddy.
And I miss being a daddy.