May 07, 2004 16:32
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *!&%(*!&!! %(*!&%@(*&!%!???! !%$J@*%&@!*)&% Fuck the fucking fuckers fuckin fuck fuck! (pulls hair out)
Friday stress relief time....
My boss (the Director of computer support group for my division here @ GTRI) has been out for the past three weeks now. He had a work related injury, and has been kept @ home becuase of physical therapy needs and the prescriptions he is taking. Dealing without his physical prescence (he keeps in touch daily by phone/email) at work has been hard because I am still relatively new here and do not possess the management skills necessary to keep everything running as smooth as it should. The sasser worm kept our group effectively tied up doing nothing but clean-up on Mon/Tues and the rest of the week has been spent catching up on what was put off those days in addition to the regular workload.
Me being a tightly-wound ball-o-stress for the past several weeks has not been easy on Heather, Nick, or our friends. H most of all. I've been overly-sensitive, pissy, irrational, unhelpful, and unresponsive.
Sooooo... this weekend ... my objective is to purge myself of these feelings. Enjoy myself, but still managing to accomplish neccessary tasks while I do so. I really need to pick out a tux ... and finish choosing my music selections ... call the photographer again ... visit the family ... till the garden ... feed the hens ... ... ...
4 months to GO!