thoughts of a mary
I am so grateful for the music I listen to. It just makes me feel so much; I don't know what I would do without it. Without music I can't be myself. I can't create, I can't express or reflect properly. It makes everything flow =)
I had a moment of complete happiness today. Twas beautiful. Ahhh, it's these little things that make me believe in everything. Everything I can do, everything beautiful, everything unkown. They're possible when you have one of those perfect moments I think.
I'm working on my novel again. I let it rest for several months and now I'm editing it some more with a fresh eye. I want so badly for this to be published. It means so much to me, I can't even fathom how amazing it would be to see that book succeed. I feel like I need someone who actually knows a lot about literature to read it, and to tell me honestly if it's good enough.
I've come to realise lately that my sense of value and contentedness relies way too much on other people. If I can't talk to people or have other people's opinions on things I don't feel particularily happy or useful. This needs to stop I think; especially now that I don't get to talk to my friends as much as I used to. Things get a tad grey.
I had a moment of complete happiness today. Twas beautiful. Ahhh, it's these little things that make me believe in everything. Everything I can do, everything beautiful, everything unkown. They're possible when you have one of those perfect moments I think.
I'm working on my novel again. I let it rest for several months and now I'm editing it some more with a fresh eye. I want so badly for this to be published. It means so much to me, I can't even fathom how amazing it would be to see that book succeed. I feel like I need someone who actually knows a lot about literature to read it, and to tell me honestly if it's good enough.
I've come to realise lately that my sense of value and contentedness relies way too much on other people. If I can't talk to people or have other people's opinions on things I don't feel particularily happy or useful. This needs to stop I think; especially now that I don't get to talk to my friends as much as I used to. Things get a tad grey.