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so grey and dull in a sea of vibrance. i speak & regret.
insecurity looms like a full moon. then i explode violently into
whatever.
paint me, fix me. a new bird with blue blood &stars for eyes.
lace tied round her skinny neck.
fuck. fuck. fuck.
i want so much to be motivated and productive and happy.
what is this big elephant in the way?
sigh. i'm afraid & confused & in love & bored & restless & sad.
another wasted day.
insecurity looms like a full moon. then i explode violently into
whatever.
paint me, fix me. a new bird with blue blood &stars for eyes.
lace tied round her skinny neck.
fuck. fuck. fuck.
i want so much to be motivated and productive and happy.
what is this big elephant in the way?
sigh. i'm afraid & confused & in love & bored & restless & sad.
another wasted day.