FUCK!
WOW! big breath for this one.... i guess things just werent ment to work out once again... i mean i guess i gave it all with this girl and its just i dont know, she likes me oor what not but she does not want anything serious... I mean im not askin her to marry me all im askin for is for us to have somethin more then friends, but i guess it means that is serious... Why is it when you put so much hard work into something and everything is going great then all of a sudden everything you wanted is suddenly taken from you.... But hey i guess shit happens and thats all in what i was tlaking about taking risks... and i guess im just going to have to continue on making more... Until that day i have fallin off the edge and give up. Who knows maybe it was this time...