Jun 25, 2007 17:30
Let me begin by saying how wonderful it was to see everyone at Liisa's party. I haven't been out of the house in ages due to...well unmentionable circumstances.
It was weird seeing so many new faces, but also kind of nice to be introduced to new people.
I am so sorry that it had to go downhill for anyone involved in the events that took place later on.
I had no idea what the hell Oska was doing but that doesn't make me an innocent party. I never wanted to bring, what ended up being an intruder into Liisa's home. I am very ashamed.
It all came as a huge surprise to me, and what's worse is that you wonderful, caring people had to be brought into it.
You are my second family and now you have a perfectly justified reason never to welcome Oska into your lives. I am so sorry Jasmine and Morgan and Sarah and Liisa. I know you all reacted out of protective instincts of each other and me. Thank you.
I have made myself quite clear to him, how fucking angry I am and that now he has messed with my friends, I cannot forgive him. He hurt me aswell by the fact that he was looking at anyone besides me, but that is aside from the main point.
I just wanted to apologise, I know it shouldn't be me doing it. It should be him but for the time being I think he's just too disgusted in himself.
He knows what he did was wrong but I will be thinking a lot of shit over in the next few days.
I love you all, thank you so much for your support.
I owe you.