It took me a long time to make this decision. I need to be away from Yahoo for a while. Unknown to you, I have been feeling depressed since November. The wound in my heart never heals. It just gets deeper and deeper. I hate myself for feeling this way. And I think I am a freak to feel this way. I will never bring myself to say its love cause I've ( Read more... )

I've been running my instant messaging application whenever my laptop is turned on. However, I came to realize I've not been chatting on the messenger for a long time. My regular chat buddies in the past must have moved on and left the IM world for good. Or they could be hiding from me because I might have done something nasty to them. LOL ( Read more... )