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maybe i'm ok now.
i'm scared of what might happen next.
but its ok.
its a good sort of scary.
i really want to change.
i want to be a better person.
and i'm going to focus on that from now on.
i keep thinking about my first kiss lately
i never thought that it would mean so much to me until...
...until....the accident.
and now it means sooo much.
if i were to die tomorrow i would want to have had the best life i possibly could.
and i dont feel like it is.
so its gonna be good.
its gonna be great.
i am gonna have soo much fun.
i hope all of my friends know how much they mean to me.
because they are EVERYTHING!
i wouldnt give them up for ANYTHING.
i'm scared of what might happen next.
but its ok.
its a good sort of scary.
i really want to change.
i want to be a better person.
and i'm going to focus on that from now on.
i keep thinking about my first kiss lately
i never thought that it would mean so much to me until...
...until....the accident.
and now it means sooo much.
if i were to die tomorrow i would want to have had the best life i possibly could.
and i dont feel like it is.
so its gonna be good.
its gonna be great.
i am gonna have soo much fun.
i hope all of my friends know how much they mean to me.
because they are EVERYTHING!
i wouldnt give them up for ANYTHING.