Apr 06, 2005 13:28
I dunno why i worry, i mean, i shouldnt.
I think im so scared because i know, if it ever did end, i would never cope. So i get scared, and hope and pray it will never happen. I want to stop worrying, i really do, but i don't know how.
One day i want to get married, i already know who im gonna marry! Iv'e never ever felt this way about anyone, like not even close. I can tell it's forever. When you wake up thinking about them, fall asleep doing the same, never think about other guys or look at them, i cant describe the way i feel. It's so blissful, and serene. It's never ending, life long, and will endure forever. This i know, because in my own small ways ive been told. The way i look at him, how i long for him, and how i know in ONE milli second of thought id give my life for him. That unselfish love is forever. He's my best friend, my protector and lover, and i would give anything and everything for him. We're soul mates, and this we both feel and know :)
Alright, im actually feeling alot better now, i guess, ive realised, it wont end, we love eachother too much. Now i just gotta see how long this thinking will last :P
I LOVE YOU ALEC!
Luv,
~*Joey*~