PMS just AINT kooL!........
Okay so, its what? 11:13 pm right now, and this afternoon Alec left to go home. I miss him already but thats not the point. I have PMS so im cranky, he was cranky too, but he has no excuse!! HELLO HUNNY U GOTS NO OVARIES or girly hormones, and NO you're NOT taking my Pill, fucking freak, lol.
One minute im happy, the next im sad, ive been very worried lately, like thats my normal mood. Which fucking sucks majorly. I keep on having nightmares about my worries, which doesnt help. They haunt me while i'm awake and asleep.
I read Cath's entry, and id love to give her a big hug. Poor thing, sounds like she's going through a rough time.
Iv'e got a cold, tis sucky. Ergh my dad is stil in Perth, and not contacting any of us. Why dont i just ignore my family, yeah, that'll help! So we're all stressing and worrying and fucking hurt that everything is going down the fuckin drain. Like tha ITSY BITSY SPIDER!!! im an itsy bitsy spider :(
I have a problem with believing people, ive been lied to that many times by the people i love that i dunno how to believe anymore. Even new people that come into my life.
Everything is so complicated. I only hope i dont ruin the most important thing to me by being so worried and scared, i guess thats another thing im scared of, Oh yay let's add it to the list.
By the way, if ur gonna say anythin, fuck off dont tell me not to live my life in fear okay, i have evry right too at the moment, i'll deal with it.
I wanna move away and have my own life, my own house, my own problems, not mixed up with other peoples. I want to be surrounded by the person i love, and the things i love. I can't wait till it happens. I just hope it'll last forever, it better, coz i couldnt live if i didnt have it, or the hope.
K im goin,
Luv Joey
One minute im happy, the next im sad, ive been very worried lately, like thats my normal mood. Which fucking sucks majorly. I keep on having nightmares about my worries, which doesnt help. They haunt me while i'm awake and asleep.
I read Cath's entry, and id love to give her a big hug. Poor thing, sounds like she's going through a rough time.
Iv'e got a cold, tis sucky. Ergh my dad is stil in Perth, and not contacting any of us. Why dont i just ignore my family, yeah, that'll help! So we're all stressing and worrying and fucking hurt that everything is going down the fuckin drain. Like tha ITSY BITSY SPIDER!!! im an itsy bitsy spider :(
I have a problem with believing people, ive been lied to that many times by the people i love that i dunno how to believe anymore. Even new people that come into my life.
Everything is so complicated. I only hope i dont ruin the most important thing to me by being so worried and scared, i guess thats another thing im scared of, Oh yay let's add it to the list.
By the way, if ur gonna say anythin, fuck off dont tell me not to live my life in fear okay, i have evry right too at the moment, i'll deal with it.
I wanna move away and have my own life, my own house, my own problems, not mixed up with other peoples. I want to be surrounded by the person i love, and the things i love. I can't wait till it happens. I just hope it'll last forever, it better, coz i couldnt live if i didnt have it, or the hope.
K im goin,
Luv Joey