i can't stop dreaming of her
i have these reoccuring dreams (or nightmares) about fatima, i've had them for the past 3 nights, in it we are broken up but are trying to be friends, we both go to gsu, but it looks different, in it fatima has been broken up with me for awhile i guess bc she is also broken up with method man, method man tells her how she writes songs about her, fatima's mom and family and friends want her to be with method man, actually they want fatima to marry him, she is thinking about it, i tell her she should do what makes her happy but i really never think she will be with him or marry him, but then she comes up to me saying that she is really thinking about method man, and thinking of giving him another chance, her friends are telling her the same thing, but only bc its method man and he is rich and famous, after she is done talking to me i realize i've been thinking about fatima so much that i've forgotten about my math class, i mean i've forgotten about it the whole sememster, i went to the first class, but after that i forgot about it bc it was an early class, i went to others but not this one, as im running accross campus is see a girl that i really dont like but still flirt with and i slow down and stop running bc i dont want to look like the fat ass running, i dont stop to talk but i just stop running, as im passing the girl in the grassy area on campus a silverchair cover band of all girls is playing "spawn again," as im walking briskly by to get to class fatima is dancing/walking up to the grassy area near where the band is playing and i see her, at the same time fatima's mom and her mom's friends all run out from 2 limos and sort of sweep her up and are going the same direction as me, they are pulling her as the walk and one of her mom's friends is saying to anyone listening that method man is good and fatima should be with him, fatima is trying to slow down and get in the back of the pack so she can talk to me, but i lose them around the corner of a building, all the sudden im in a car in the city trying to get to where fatima is, i take a turn bc i think its a short cut but there is contruction and i can't get around so i have to take some way that puts me further back than i was before, then all the sudden my dream jumps to me and 2 friends walking in the city trying to find a club but pass a building that i know fatima is in, i walk in a conference room with fatima, her mom and friends, method man and another guy from fatima's past(not a real person but just some guy without a name but he is an actor), its like an announcement that fatima is thinking about being with method man, to show his love for fatima she puts these clear jelly heals on and has someone put all these gold colored metal pieces on it with a bedassler, and it really is painful ever time the person sticks the shoes on his feet, in my dream fatima really seems like she love method man and is leaning heavily toward getting back with him, my dream jumps again when we are in private and he is telling me that she loves me but not that much and not like that and that she is going to be with method man......now a lot of people say dreams really do mean something but i really never thought meant anything accept for the last part about fatima saying she doesn't love me like that, like i love her, but while i was writing this down i realized that method man is omari