May 21, 2005 22:56
well. .. i ended up going out tonight with tom and lauren. we saw monster in law, and it was pretty funny.. lauren is one crazy girl, and tom..well tom is amazing :D im going to get all mushy here so if u dont want to read it then dont. lol.. yanno when your around someone and you just cant help but smile? and you get all giddy as soon as you see them, and you even laugh at times because your so nervous.. but not that sick to your stomach nervous, the nervous that you just want to be perfect for that one person... especially when that one person gives you hope in your lost world? you feel so cared for just by the look in their eyes..and all you have to do is see them and you feel touched, loved, and held... and there isnt even a finger laid on you..i love that feeling. i've never really felt so good around a guy before. i feel amazing and so relaxed around him. ah.i love this. i have never felt so happy in my life.. i absolutely love this..
goodnight
xo ajb
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