Why Did I End Up Falling In Love With You? [chapter fic 1/9]
どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう?
(why did I end up falling in love with you?)
Chapter: 1/9
Pairing[s]: -OVER ALL: Yunho-x-kitty!Jae, SooMan-x-kitty!Jae, Yoochun-x-kitty!Jae (so far)
-THIS CHAPTER: Jaejoong-x-OC CEO guy
Rating: NC-17, the whole story is going to have it! >D
Warning[s]: UNDERAGE (Jaejoong is 6 currently), Jaejoong’s a cat (that’s what kitty!jae means), sex slavery, FIRST PERSON P.O.V. (jaejoong’s), AU
Word Count: 2,075
Disclaimer: Don’t own people, just story
Summary: Fees are the cat-human population of the world that just boomed a few years ago. The world didn’t accept it first because it was taking babies and changing them into mutants, into cats. However, that was before people found out they could be used for their personal gain without repercussions. We use them for sex, for cleaning, for gifts, for entertainment. But always sex. The year’s 2XXX and this is the story of Fee 1029.
Note: There is no sex yet, just NC-17 related sexual things like hand jobs and such (there’s a reason for this). Also I have a few other chapters written I just wasn’t sure if anyone would be interested in reading this type of thing. Please leave me comments on if I should continue or not T-T
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I was brought up in a lab, the first of its kind that mass produced the cat-human population, also known as Fee, for “recreational use” to the public. Everyone knew what we were used for, the type of people that would buy us from selective auctioning rooms. Everyone but us.
My name was Fee 1029 and the only thing I was told by my mother, along with a lot of other brother and sisters was “Love. That’s all you need. That’s all you need.” I didn’t understand it. I didn’t understand anything with the countless scientists - the regular humans - who touched me, bathed me, and schooled me. They taught me how to read certain things and how to speak. Other than that, I didn’t know of anything besides those people and the building I lived in.
It wasn’t until I turned 6 did they take me and a lot of other Fee’s to a new section of the building. Our bare feet no longer felt cold tiles and our sensitive skin was finally warming up to a good degree. This new building didn’t have the lighting we were accustomed to with only wearing our gowns. Carpet was placed in this side of the building, along with hall walls, windows, desks, chairs and even more people. They looked at us funny and I kept my eyes down, tail wrapping around my leg as I walked. I hadn’t felt this feeling before, from seeing so many new faces and when I timidly looked up at the line of other Fees, they all seemed to be acting the same way. No one told us where we were walking so far to but we didn’t ask. We just followed Uncle, the head scientist.
Once again we were brought into another unfamiliar room and told to sit on the carpet, even though there were chairs. We didn’t complain, we didn’t talk.
Suddenly a man came out of one of the two doors, opposite of the one we entered and asked for Fee 1000. It was a girl Fee with straight brown hair and small brown ears on top of her head. Her eyes were large and filled with the color blue. Fearfully, she stood up and left with the man, her bushy tail sticking straight down, pointing at the ground.
Fee 1000 never came out as the next person was called, and the next. Fee 1012 was the only one - so far - to come out of the doors he came in from but there was no chance to talk to him - not like I would have anyway - because immediately he was taken away.
This same process continued on for 30 minutes, only a handful of Fees coming out only to be taken away again.
“Fee 1029.”
I had to resist the urge to squeak and stood up. I could feel all of their eyes on me as I walked the path now often traveled to the door. I wondered now why I didn’t speak up and ask why I was here but it was because I simply didn’t know how.
I held my hands neatly in front of me as my black tail, thin and short haired, hugged my calf. I stepped inside the room and, just as I’ve seen many times today, it closed. This startled me enough to squeak but a scientist, known only by face and not name, put his hands on my shoulders and led me to the center of the room. From what I could see out of my bangs, the room was smaller than the one I was just in with less chairs, more paintings, a large window and a large desk. Next to the desk was something I’ve never seen before and it frightened me, because it was showing the exact same image it was facing. I decided not to look at it but rather the man in his chair. He was old looking, but not like Uncle, and had no hair on his head. He was thin and his smile greatly frightened me so I looked down.
The scientist who had his hands on my shoulders stepped back, leaving me in all my thin, short Fee glory for the unknown man. I kept my eyes down, my tail flicking nervously.
“Call me Big Daddy.”
The man suddenly said as he got off his chair and I had the biggest urge to back away from him, either because of the stranger thing or our height difference, I didn’t know which.
I saw my toes curl as he walked closer and unexpectedly, he grabbed my chin and forced me to look up at him. My eyes started to water without my doing as I whimpered softly, not able to look away from his gleaming eyes.
Big Daddy then turned my head to the left and right, sudden jerks that caused my hair to swipe across my face. I didn’t like the way it hurt my head and, as soon as I felt him about to do it again, I couldn’t stop myself from grabbing his large arm with two of my hands.
“Stop.”
I’ve never used my nails before, never stopped someone from doing anything or even used my whisper of a voice to command others but I did it now and something inside me hurt. I couldn’t explain it then but it felt like my heart had shattered just from my saying that and instantly I regretted it. I regretted everything.
The man didn’t show any indication he cared however, as I immediately took back my hands and looked down as soon as my chin was released. He was smiling the last I saw but still… I felt like I did something wrong.
“1029…”
I heard my calling and instinctively I looked up at Big Daddy. That was when I felt his hand slap me across the face harshly and I cried, falling to the floor. I curled up into a ball near a chair and held my cheek as tears ran down my face. I heard the regular people talking, Big Daddy even laughed, but I didn’t move from the floor. I didn’t stop crying but it was silent as if it was impossible to make a noise while I did this act. My face hurt more than anything I remember and I grew afraid.
“Get up 1029.”
Big Daddy’s voice was cheerful as I continued to keep my eyes closed, getting up. I suddenly remembered a lesson Uncle told us and I knew I better say it before anything more is done.
“I’m sorry. Please don’t punish me. I’m a good boy, I’ll behave.”
I continued to hold my cheek, slightly shaking and waiting for another hit but nothing came.
“That’s right. You’re a good boy 1029.”
It was strange how that encouragement filled my body with warmth and my check no longer mattered to me. I opened my eyes slowly and looked at Big Daddy with my big, hopeful eyes and he was still smiling.
“Come with me.”
I felt an odd sense of trust for the adult, like I could trust him with my life in that very instant, so of course I walked with him over to the object that had scared me before. I stood timidly behind Big Daddy as I watched another Fee, along with a man who looked exactly like Big Daddy, walk into view. The Fee had shiny black hair that barely touched his shoulders in different layers. The bangs threatened to cover his eyes but it didn’t look like he cared. His skin was as pale as snow, except for one red cheek of course, with thin cheeks, arms, body, even tail, which was also black. He wore a gown that touched his knees and all of it looked familiar but nowhere in my head could I place it. Big Daddy’s laugh scared both I and the mystery Fee but I didn’t look at him any longer, just the floor.
“Look up 1029. This is you. This is what you look like.”
I did as I was told, always, and stepped out from behind him to look at him, me, in the object. Staring more intently, I examined myself and wanted to step forward but I was afraid so I tentively looked up at Big Daddy, silently asking for permission to walk forward to it.
That ever present smile didn’t wash away as he nodded and I took the few steps toward myself and touched the glass. I became more amazed and less frightened, even allowing myself to smile softly. I watched Big Daddy in the glass walk up and place his hands on my shoulders. We both looked at each other through it and I smiled with him, feeling safe.
“It’s called a mirror. What do you think?”
I was confused about the question so I simply continued touching the thing, the mirror.
“I don’t understand...”
What was I suppose to think about? Why? Big Daddy didn’t seem to care though as he laughed and I watched him lean close to my kitten ear.
“That’s perfect.”
My ear flicked and I smiled slightly, feeling like that was a compliment but still unsure why. My large brown eyes followed his hands down my sides, holding my waist then traveling lower to lift up the gown. I instantly got tense and wanted to pull it down because the Fee in the mirror couldn’t take its eyes off the revealed skin. I had forgotten it was me.
For the first time I saw how others saw my pale body, thin and short with no hair anywhere. I failed to notice, however, that Big Daddy was watching my expression because I was too warped with this new angle of looking at my nude body. Big Daddy’s large hand, the one not holding up my gown, went back to my waist, then my stomach. I reacted as I always did when touched; inhaling deeply, stomach caving in from over sensitivity. I now watched the hand in the mirror travel up my chest to a peach colored nipple. My eyes fluttered shut as I leaned into him, letting out a soft moan as he grabbed it between two fingers. Every week I was touched like this by the scientists and every week I reacted no differently.
My black tail started to rub Big Daddy’s leg as I grabbed his pants, holding tightly as he tweaked harder with his calloused fingers and I moaned that much louder, head tilted up. Seeming please, he went to the other nipple and the process repeated until the peach color turned a soft red.
My mind was slightly foggy as I looked back into the mirror to see Big Daddy’s hand travel down to my penis and grabbed all of it easily in his hand, despite it being erect. Almost without thinking, I arched my back and pushed into the hand, moaning with my head tilted back along with my ears. My tail seemed to be thinking of its own as it continued to stroke Big Daddy’s leg and thigh.
My senses seemed to be on edge as I swore I could feel ever muscle shift of his hand on my length and it felt good, it always felt good. Especially so when it started to move because it felt like small shocks going through my body. I could hear everything with such clarity; my heart beat, his heart beat. Everything seemed to double when I was touched like this and when I was stroked like such.
It didn’t take long - not ever since I was only 6 - and had a dry orgasm while holding onto Big Daddy, crying out softly with closed eyes and a highly arched back. Every time I felt drained but I was never given a chance to see my face until now; my cheeks were pink with glossy eyes accompanying them. Big Daddy gently pulled my gown down and kissed my temple. I smiled then, feeling that warm feeling as before.
I was taken by a scientist, still in the room during the whole thing, and left me out of a different door yet again. I didn’t know where I was going now but it didn’t matter because I felt like I did something right, something deserving of a reward. I thought Big Daddy felt the same way when he told the scientist to begin Training Level 2.
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UPDATE!UPDATE!UPDATE!UPDATE!
Hello there readers, I really appreciate you reading this to the end and I realize that you might be having some concerns about Jaejong's age since it is terribly young and yes, not the best thing but there are just some things I would much like you to keep in mind:
-Jaejoong is not a person, he's a Fee, so his body is genetically altered. There is a much better explaination in chapter 2 which will be posted shortly but I will just say it here. Fees live until their about 20-30 so it would make sense that their bodies mature at a much faster rate.
- Puberty may or may not occur in all Fees, however the only major difference that will occur in their bodies is that they ejaculate instead of having a "dry orgasm"
-The year is 2XXX, mostly explaining that the science in this fiction is much more advanced than what we have so this is how Fees can be created and be so different from normal humans
- Jaejoong does grow up but its a slow process (Chapter 2,3,4 - 8 yrs old, Chapter 5,6 - 13 yrs old. Thats as far as I've written) so please dont think he stays at 6 for the whole thing
Thank you for reading and your patiences. Any questions, please please please contact me at my twitter or my LJ. Thank you