well
Well today I picked up my bible which was great. I read a little passage philippians. God is really lifting my spirits lately. I know I'm not the holy man on earth because I know I'm a sinner but hell everyone is. lol. its so true. Work has been very tedious because I haven't been working on the floor yet but hell as I sit at a computer, I am making money so thats great because usually I would be home doing nothing. I say this everyday and I have to because I'm feeling more whole again. I'm feeling more like myself everyday. yes lord jesus. I thank you so much. I feel a little lonely but I know that I'm not true. my friends and family are there and most importantly you are there. Even though I can see you...I feel your spirit and its incredible. I need a companion now. That is so for real because I feel like I've worked through most of my problems and I won't put a load on whoever I'm going to be with which is great. Kudos. Do you want a cookie Lem? I'm so silly. I'm actually getting a kick out of this so I need to stop. I say this and only this...I love all my friends whole heartedly. xoxoxoxo. Without you there would be no me.