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So today went well, way better then i expected. But i don`t want to get to comfortable, the letter might still be sent home which would suck balls, but i`m ready for it. Work has been weird this week b/c all the high school kids have vacation so they`re working. But the problem is they actually work when they`re there, so it defeats the purpose of me woking on weekdays so i can do my homework b/c i have to do stuff. Maybe thats a serious sign of laziness ...when you get pissed off at younger people for working when they can slack off.
Had a wonderful birthday, got the most gorgeous braclet from dave. It`s glass and cury and soooo amazing, he got it at a-ware and he picked the perfect colors and everything. (i hate myself sometimes)
I talked to winter and he found an apt. in saco for $800 a month. Three bed room includes all utilities and 1/2 furnished! me winter and jesse wanna live there, Sooooooo much fun. I could stay up here and wokr at the movie theater at night and the beach during the day. Donna already said she`d give me 40 hours a week. I could totally afford it i`ve figured it out, and then for next year so it`s not another waste of $30 grand, I`ll work all year and maybe take some classes in the spring, save my money and be living on my own comfortably. That would feel sooo good right now, being able to financially support myself. I just feel horrible about going back to school next year if i`m really not going to try or want to be there. I love the area and this way i wouldn`t be far away from anyone, it`d be another place for everyone to come chill at of campus. I just gotta convince the parent and as long as that letter doesn`t go home i should be clear.
In other news, i gots myself a little crush, his name is jeff and he makes me smile, all the time. He`s really nice and we share alot of the same interests, and he`s funny, don`t know if he can play the guitar but he can learn. LOL! anyways i`m loving the giddy feeling, don`t think it`s headed anywhere but the feeling is always fun. well i`m going to sleep now, night ;)
Had a wonderful birthday, got the most gorgeous braclet from dave. It`s glass and cury and soooo amazing, he got it at a-ware and he picked the perfect colors and everything. (i hate myself sometimes)
I talked to winter and he found an apt. in saco for $800 a month. Three bed room includes all utilities and 1/2 furnished! me winter and jesse wanna live there, Sooooooo much fun. I could stay up here and wokr at the movie theater at night and the beach during the day. Donna already said she`d give me 40 hours a week. I could totally afford it i`ve figured it out, and then for next year so it`s not another waste of $30 grand, I`ll work all year and maybe take some classes in the spring, save my money and be living on my own comfortably. That would feel sooo good right now, being able to financially support myself. I just feel horrible about going back to school next year if i`m really not going to try or want to be there. I love the area and this way i wouldn`t be far away from anyone, it`d be another place for everyone to come chill at of campus. I just gotta convince the parent and as long as that letter doesn`t go home i should be clear.
In other news, i gots myself a little crush, his name is jeff and he makes me smile, all the time. He`s really nice and we share alot of the same interests, and he`s funny, don`t know if he can play the guitar but he can learn. LOL! anyways i`m loving the giddy feeling, don`t think it`s headed anywhere but the feeling is always fun. well i`m going to sleep now, night ;)