Broken Smiles...
Life is kinda fucked up...as usual. I finally realized last night that I'm pretty self-destructive with the things I do. I can do whatever I want, then not feel anything...or try not to. I act like I don't, but I know deep inside I really do care about stuff. I'm a pretty damn good actor...this sucks...
I was layin in bed...thinkin....
I couldn't come up with anything to do...I finally figured out what I'm missin from life....that'd be love. If I had that, I think things would settle down. I'm still tempted to move next year...I think things would be better if I did go away for a while. My mom would be mad...but I dunno...I can't stay here forever without at least going somewhere else first. I wanna save up to go to Cali and see Tru...I'll have to start watching my money real close. Gotta pay my bills this week....hmmm
So I guess I do care...oh well...thats life....
I was layin in bed...thinkin....
I couldn't come up with anything to do...I finally figured out what I'm missin from life....that'd be love. If I had that, I think things would settle down. I'm still tempted to move next year...I think things would be better if I did go away for a while. My mom would be mad...but I dunno...I can't stay here forever without at least going somewhere else first. I wanna save up to go to Cali and see Tru...I'll have to start watching my money real close. Gotta pay my bills this week....hmmm
So I guess I do care...oh well...thats life....