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Well.. I am seeing things in a better light and Im back to winning again. I am still in the running for alot of things and I will get all of it done. Ive decided that I am going to try and go back to school.. something I gave up a long time ago for a dream. I am going to take that torch and relight it. I am gonna try to go and get schooling for a doctorate in Dermatology. Doctor me. Funny.
I am highly attracted to this girl I know.. and it kills me to not be able to spend as much time with her as I used to. I cant put my finger on what it is about her that I am attracted to. Her beauty is up there.. but its always been an intelligence and mind thing for me. After getting really close to her.. I am addicted. Cant stop thinking about her. The dreams plague me.. jealousy find a way of coming forth when I dont want it to. I dont know.. I miss her terribly. I have so many things I want to say.. to prove to her that my heart is true. It all comes out wrong.. most of the times I end up repeating what I said to her already. I miss her warmth.. her touch.. her smile.. all on down to her voice... I suck at getting women to like me beyond being a friend. I need advise... the advise I have been given so far doesnt seem to be working very well..
My mind is made up about alot of things. I want to finally have what I have been looking for. I want to win already. To stop all this damned stall that has been preventing me from reaching my goals. I need to mend all the things that have been razed over the years. Mainly the fortress of my heart.
I am highly attracted to this girl I know.. and it kills me to not be able to spend as much time with her as I used to. I cant put my finger on what it is about her that I am attracted to. Her beauty is up there.. but its always been an intelligence and mind thing for me. After getting really close to her.. I am addicted. Cant stop thinking about her. The dreams plague me.. jealousy find a way of coming forth when I dont want it to. I dont know.. I miss her terribly. I have so many things I want to say.. to prove to her that my heart is true. It all comes out wrong.. most of the times I end up repeating what I said to her already. I miss her warmth.. her touch.. her smile.. all on down to her voice... I suck at getting women to like me beyond being a friend. I need advise... the advise I have been given so far doesnt seem to be working very well..
My mind is made up about alot of things. I want to finally have what I have been looking for. I want to win already. To stop all this damned stall that has been preventing me from reaching my goals. I need to mend all the things that have been razed over the years. Mainly the fortress of my heart.