this kinda goes into the subject of how I believe no one can see the world like I can... it's almost the same as your color idea... only it relates to everything you see... no one will ever be able to see the world like i do... i won't be able to share the beauty i see... you can relate but won't be able to see it exactly like i can... just as i can't do the same with you... to you the clouds may just be that... to me they are a mystery... i enjoy looking at them and watching them slowly pass me by... i like how they look as if they are still and not moving... only if you take the time to watch them... you see that they really do move... just very slowly...
it's perceptive... how you see the world and how i see it will never be the same... but you can relate to what i see... just as i can relate to what you see... but it's my own individual world... something no one else will ever be able to see just as i do... even though there may be a few who can come close... it just won't be the same... they don't share the thoughts i have... the life i lived... the things i see day to day... and how i see and look at them... it's a mystery in a way... even if you could read that person's mind... you still would be blind in their world... and if not blind.. have poor eyesight...
music is a huge influence in my life... so i believe i can relate to what you were talking about when you wrote how a song can touch you in one way or another...
Yeah, I totaly get what you mean! I always think that, like whenever you feel an emotion, like, say ur REALLY happy about something, and someone else says they are too, you could be feeling something so incredible that its beyond their beleif, and vice versa and never even know it..we just asume its the same thing...I have such strong emotions about stuff, and sometimes I cant believe that other people can feel the same way I do and not go crazy from excitement, or joy or happiness or sadness, cause its so overwhelming and yet they seem to function normaly with no problems, which I can barely do. But there is no way of determining any of my theories, so I must go on for the rest of life with a million questions that will never be answered, and will be forced to assume that it is what everyone says it is. though I think inside I will never truely conform to this. I cant.
I think you can find the answers... and this may sound corny and cliche... but I think the answer lies within...
for example... I'll think about something that's bothering me... and think of all the possiblities I can think of in my head... and find what I believe to be the right answer... cuz there's no right answer... just what you feel to be right...
that and it all depends on how you were raised... and your social environment...
one thing might be more important to you than someone else based on who your friends/family are... or perhaps your friends may mean more to you than family... something insane like that... I'm not sure... I'm on my sleep deprived mode and I'm sick... haha... that and things aren't that clear right now... I think it has to do with the fact that I have so much on my mind... or maybe it's not that much... but it's taking up a lot of my thought process...
on another note... my spelling has gone to hell and back... which kinda bothers me... =/
Are you one of those people that refuse to blow your nose when you have the sniffles, or do you blow your nose?
it's perceptive... how you see the world and how i see it will never be the same... but you can relate to what i see... just as i can relate to what you see... but it's my own individual world... something no one else will ever be able to see just as i do... even though there may be a few who can come close... it just won't be the same... they don't share the thoughts i have... the life i lived... the things i see day to day... and how i see and look at them... it's a mystery in a way... even if you could read that person's mind... you still would be blind in their world... and if not blind.. have poor eyesight...
yeah... idk... ramble? idea? theory? thought? conversation?
music is a huge influence in my life... so i believe i can relate to what you were talking about when you wrote how a song can touch you in one way or another...
heh yeah... i hope this makes sense
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for example... I'll think about something that's bothering me... and think of all the possiblities I can think of in my head... and find what I believe to be the right answer... cuz there's no right answer... just what you feel to be right...
that and it all depends on how you were raised... and your social environment...
one thing might be more important to you than someone else based on who your friends/family are... or perhaps your friends may mean more to you than family... something insane like that... I'm not sure... I'm on my sleep deprived mode and I'm sick... haha... that and things aren't that clear right now... I think it has to do with the fact that I have so much on my mind... or maybe it's not that much... but it's taking up a lot of my thought process...
on another note... my spelling has gone to hell and back... which kinda bothers me... =/
Are you one of those people that refuse to blow your nose when you have the sniffles, or do you blow your nose?
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