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Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I
'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
Sometimes
I wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for
How people are
I wish I had power
I wish I could lead
I wish I could change the world
For you and me
'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
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This vacation's useless
These white pills aren't kind
I've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive
I miss the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9
And slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights
I've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have
The days have come and gone
Our lives went by so fast
I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor
Where i laid and told you, but you sweared you loved me more
Do you care if i don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight, will you think of me
Will i shake this off pretend its all okay
That there someone out there who feels just like me
There is
Those notes you wrote me
I've kept them all
I've given a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall
With every single letter in every single word
There will be a hidden message about a boy that
loves a girl
Do you care if i don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight, will you think of me
Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay
that There's someone out there who feels just like me
There is
Do you care if i don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight, will you think of me
Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay
That there's someone out there who feels just like me
Do you care if i don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight, will you think of me
Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay
That there's someone out there who feels just like me
There is
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I love boxcar racer. How is that music can get so deep inside of us and make such a difference? does anyone else ever feel that? just hearing a song can make you want to cry, because it reminds yo of something past, or because you can connect to it on so many levels.. or it can make you happy or it can do anything... it's unexplainable, its so...powerful, yet so simple in all its entity...
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you know what I was thinking about? color. its weirdest thing, and I had this thought about it, and Im gonna try and explain it, but its really hard to explain. ok, what if no one actualy sees the same thing.. I mean, we all know the sky is blue, but what I see has being blue could be completely different to what you see as being blue, and we would have no idea, because what I see i know to be 'blue' so whenever I see something else thats what I see as 'blue' I know its 'blue' and you do to, but you could still see something completely different. picture this, you and I are looking at a tree, and then I paint a picture of the tree in the exact same colors as I see it. You look at the painting and you see it as being the exact same color as the tree, yet for all we know what ur seeing both the painting and tree as being is nothing at all like what Im seeing them as being. and we have no way of knowing. its just...weird.. y'know?! So unexplainable and unkown yet one of the biggest parts of lives!...
am I insane?
xx
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I
'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
Sometimes
I wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for
How people are
I wish I had power
I wish I could lead
I wish I could change the world
For you and me
'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
---------------------------------------****----------------------------------------------
This vacation's useless
These white pills aren't kind
I've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive
I miss the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9
And slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights
I've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have
The days have come and gone
Our lives went by so fast
I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor
Where i laid and told you, but you sweared you loved me more
Do you care if i don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight, will you think of me
Will i shake this off pretend its all okay
That there someone out there who feels just like me
There is
Those notes you wrote me
I've kept them all
I've given a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall
With every single letter in every single word
There will be a hidden message about a boy that
loves a girl
Do you care if i don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight, will you think of me
Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay
that There's someone out there who feels just like me
There is
Do you care if i don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight, will you think of me
Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay
That there's someone out there who feels just like me
Do you care if i don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight, will you think of me
Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay
That there's someone out there who feels just like me
There is
-----------------------------------------****-------------------------------
I love boxcar racer. How is that music can get so deep inside of us and make such a difference? does anyone else ever feel that? just hearing a song can make you want to cry, because it reminds yo of something past, or because you can connect to it on so many levels.. or it can make you happy or it can do anything... it's unexplainable, its so...powerful, yet so simple in all its entity...
----------------------------------------****--------------------------------
you know what I was thinking about? color. its weirdest thing, and I had this thought about it, and Im gonna try and explain it, but its really hard to explain. ok, what if no one actualy sees the same thing.. I mean, we all know the sky is blue, but what I see has being blue could be completely different to what you see as being blue, and we would have no idea, because what I see i know to be 'blue' so whenever I see something else thats what I see as 'blue' I know its 'blue' and you do to, but you could still see something completely different. picture this, you and I are looking at a tree, and then I paint a picture of the tree in the exact same colors as I see it. You look at the painting and you see it as being the exact same color as the tree, yet for all we know what ur seeing both the painting and tree as being is nothing at all like what Im seeing them as being. and we have no way of knowing. its just...weird.. y'know?! So unexplainable and unkown yet one of the biggest parts of lives!...
am I insane?
xx