people make me happy
Have come to the realisation that everything in the world is false. sounds extreme I know, but if what is true is what people believe then how can anything be true? - there is nothing that everyone in the world agrees on. Its like the fact that it would be impossible to have a place which is perfect to everyone. it just doesn't work. whats perfect
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In r.s. class once (r.s. = religious studies. we get forced to do it, and I hate it) someone said something about how we could just do whatever we like in life because the bible says that god forgives all sins, and it made me think, what if in fact everyone in the world was wrong, and no religion was true, but there is a god, and he/she/it is really mean and condems us to a life of eternal hell for believing in other gods. so i said this to the teacher and she said, 'yes, but god would fogive us' so I tried to explain that this god wouldn't, because its not the god she believes in - its an unforgiving, harsh god, but she didn't seem to be able to grasp the idea, so I let it go.
I think death is my greatest fear. Its not so much death itself, but the absense of life... if that makes any sense? perhaps its the fact that death is so unkown.. there's a million possibilies as to what happens to us after life, and I think what scares me is the entity of life... the people, the emotion, the known. perhaps if love doesn't exist thats what it is - a name for the known, for the certain. something for us to grasp, to try and hold on to in order to help us through the vastness of the universe, and so that when our times comes to pass on, we can have something to grasp at, to try and see ourselves through, because we dont want to face the truth of the matter; that in fact death is something that must very much be experienced alone. You could die in a car crash with 20 other people, but you still die alone. Its an experience of an individual, and cant be shared, no matter how scared we may be.
'collect calls to home/ tell them that i've realised that everyone who live will someday die and die alone' - brand new 'I will play my game beneath the spin light'
ok, im probably just rambling now, so I will go to bed. (its only 11:30 my time, but im tired!lol)
untill 2morrow.
p.s. what is tiff short for? also, feel free to tlk to me on AIM - s/n 'sophieanne'
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I don't really know what to say right now... more or less just absorbing what I just read...
Do you die alone? I mean, are you really alone when you die? It is an experience of an individual, and you can't really share it with anyone, but there are others who can relate. It's kinda like living. You can't really share your life with someone and/or thing, but you can relate to others. If that makes sense.
another thing... Why do people talk as they type something?
oh yeah... Tiff stands for Tiffany... you can talk to me on AIM... I just might not have a lot to say... but I do have my moments =P
AIM = QuickGiveMeAName
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