people make me happy
Have come to the realisation that everything in the world is false. sounds extreme I know, but if what is true is what people believe then how can anything be true? - there is nothing that everyone in the world agrees on. Its like the fact that it would be impossible to have a place which is perfect to everyone. it just doesn't work. whats perfect to one person would be hell to another. so if everything is false, how can we have any control over anything. This is why i realise that in fact I have no control. over anything. most people realise that they dont have control over the big things in life, this things controlled by 'higher powers' - love, success etc., but infact we have no controll over anthing, not even the smallest of things.
do we make our own futures, or are they predestined? and if they are predestined then why do we bother to do antyhing at all? - if u enter a competition and its already predestined whether or not u will, why enter at all? .. and yet, if it is predestined, and u decide to do nothing, because u want to rebel, - u want to be in control of ur own life, is that decision actualy your own, or was it predestined?! and if our lives are indeed predestined, who decided them? how is it possible that any one being, no matter how great could decide every exact second of that many people's lives? I mean think how many people'd lives that would be to have to plan every second of them and intergrate those decisions...? and it would have to be every second, because if just one thing were altered it could throw off everything. If my mom had gone down a flight of stairs just 2 minutes later, she would never have met my dad, and then both my sister and i would never exist, and in the few short years we have been around, we will have affected surprising alot of people's lives. - I saved someones life, so they would not be around, and the effect that that would have on people, and even down to all the small things in my life like the smallest thing in my mom's life - going down a flight of stairs, would all have an enourmous chain reaction.... is making my head spin.. must chill now...
do we make our own futures, or are they predestined? and if they are predestined then why do we bother to do antyhing at all? - if u enter a competition and its already predestined whether or not u will, why enter at all? .. and yet, if it is predestined, and u decide to do nothing, because u want to rebel, - u want to be in control of ur own life, is that decision actualy your own, or was it predestined?! and if our lives are indeed predestined, who decided them? how is it possible that any one being, no matter how great could decide every exact second of that many people's lives? I mean think how many people'd lives that would be to have to plan every second of them and intergrate those decisions...? and it would have to be every second, because if just one thing were altered it could throw off everything. If my mom had gone down a flight of stairs just 2 minutes later, she would never have met my dad, and then both my sister and i would never exist, and in the few short years we have been around, we will have affected surprising alot of people's lives. - I saved someones life, so they would not be around, and the effect that that would have on people, and even down to all the small things in my life like the smallest thing in my mom's life - going down a flight of stairs, would all have an enourmous chain reaction.... is making my head spin.. must chill now...