I'm not good enough?
picture of the week:
symbol of the week: fake smile
monday: i had school off so i finished and posted runestar chp.2 pg.18 and new bss art. bss art has become one of the many kind of art projects i like working on now. ryu-kun says she likes the way i draw my character nightshade, but i like how she draws her more. maybe i'm just prone to look down on myself. i know i shouldn't either, but...
tuesday: not a lot of homework, but i did have to study for a french test and a psychology quiz both that i forgot about. luckily i did pretty well on them so...yay?
wednesday: i finished and posted runestar chp.2 pg.19, a new devi id, and a peice of fma fanart. whoo! it's been a while since i did so much work! o.o i love getting a bunch of things done in a week and i'm really happy at the results too.
thursday: gah...what a pain school's becoming. my world literature and ap euro classes realling urk me. you think that people in that class like learning about other cultures, ne? wrong! like stupid ignorant americans they say things like, "german people are stupid" or "i hate british accents!" i hate them...why can't they accept other cultures instead of being conservative pricks!? ><# ...ah well, can't change idiots, can we? luckily nii-san (not my real older brother, i don't have one) showed up after school to cheer me up. ^^ i'm glad i get to see him more and more, but i'm starting to get a crush on him and he has a girlfriend. -.-; he keeps flirting with me though, so i'm confused if i'm just getting special attention or what? @.@ so confused.
friday: i kept thinking about nii-san and how he got kicked out of his own house, because he went to go see his girlfriend in chicago. if he cared enough to try to see her and get kicked out she must be important to him and who am i to break up such a relationship? u.u; i doubt i'll ever be that important to a guy anyways...didn't have that much homework, but i didn't exactly finish it and i feel guilty for that, but i'll get the answers from the teacher when we go over things.
saturday: finished up runestar chp.2 pg.20, but i haven't posted it yet. also drew a peice fo saiyuki fanart, and i scanned those bothe in. i have color the saiyuki fanart then i can submit both peices of artwork. i only got the faces, hair, and some of the clothing colored.
sunday/today: i'm going to attempt to finish my saiyuki fanart before i have to go to bed at 10 pm. wish me luck? i went with my parent's to the grocery store, to lunch, and to a fabic store this morning, because i wasn't feeling too good after i had a chat with them over how i take care of myself and now i have to get my eyebrows waxed tomorrow. -.-; i wonder if i'm good enough for anyone at all, even my parents want to change me. *sigh* i know they love me and want me to take care of myself, but they sound like they want me to conform to everyone's standards.