The world has flipped upside down!
picture of the week:
symbol of the week: carousel
monday: i had tons of homework for most of this week, but the most was on monday. i hate homework, especially in an excess amount, but i always get it done no matter what. my parents get irritated when i have a bunch of homework, because i have chores to do as well. ><;;
tuesday: i was unhappy because one of my friends decided that he'd mention a word i didn't know and then not tell me what it meant. then he told me to go around the lunchroom and ask really loud. i wasn't upset that he wouldn't tell me (i could care less what the word meant), but the fact that he wanted me to publically humiliate myself. it seems everyone always likes to make me feel lower then them, because my parent's successfully sheltered me from the harsh reality of the world until middle school. for that i came out a lot better then most of them...maybe that's why they treat me that way. i often fear they all secretly hate me for having such a good life situation, but they don't know how good they have it either. onii-san showed up! ^^; onii-san is my pretend older brother (i dubbed him this in freshman year) but he left to an alternative highschool. once a year he usually visits, but now i've learned he's going to be here every other day!!
wednesday: i had to study for a test in ap euro majorly! o.o i crammed so hard and quick, i was afraid i didn't do a good job, but i think the end result was alright, because i got a B! ^-^ *thumbs up* is this a good sign that this semester will be better? i sure do hope so. i will really give it my all, even if it means sacrificing time to enjoy my weekdays all in the name of a good future.
thursday: o.O i-i got the 2nd disc of star ocean! i am officially a gamer!! TwT i'm so happy! i can't wait to finish my first rpg and brag to others. well, maybe not brag, because they've probably finished millions of video games. ^^; but, i'm just proud of myself! ...sophia's back!? nuuu!!! *dies*
friday: started drawing some more bss art, fma fanart, and more runestar! i'm way behind on runestar...*sighs* but i'll catch up! you'll see, you'll all see! mwahahaha!!! *is shot* @.@
saturday: spent all day with my cousin's at their house. played video games, drew profiles for runestar, watched "the office" on my eldest cousin's laptop, ate, played cards, exc. it was nice to feel unpressured to draw, but there was always this little voice in the back of my head saying, "how can you just sit there?? you'll never get any better at drawing if you don't use every chance you have to practice!!" T.T i dunno...i'm so confused what i should do.
sunday/today: my parents took their precious time coming to pick me up, but that was fine. i was too busy enjoying playing my character that i created on my cousin't soul calibur 3 game. her name is lilac and i intend to draw her in the near future if i ever get time. btw, i've finished at least three narnia books by now, but i didn't read any today. once they finally came we took the sailboat with us (we kept it at their house when we lived in our apartment) and stopped by ryu-kun's house to give her her belated christmas gifts (which i'm sure she enjoyed ^^;) and then came home. i finished submitting my bss art and the 18th page of runestar.