Dearest Humanity
It feels like I've finally woken up from a very long sleep. A self-imposed nightmare I should have woken up from ages ago.
All my Life I've been consumed with care for everyone else, their well-being, their betterment, their everything. I've plotted and planned how I am going to help all those whom I possibly could. I have fought against injustice, against ignorance, against all of that which I have been brought up to believe is evil.
And then it hit me.
I'm fed up.
FED UP!
You know what?
This world is in the state it is because YOU WANT IT TO BE SO!
And I'm tired of trying to give, give, give.
All you do is take, take, take.
All you do is fulfill your personal greed, your personal desire for more than the illusionary other. I've had enough of it.
You live in my head as a constant source of concern. The well-being of our species, the well-being of those who suffer, those who are powerless, those who have no voice, those who are being violated against. My entire inner world is devoted to You.
Since I was a child, I have wanted to help you.
How futile and childish my hopes and dreams have been.
You don't care.
You elect officials instead of starting a fire to change your own condition.
You buy whatever you can get your hands on instead of respecting the little Mother Nature has got to left to offer to You.
You throw away, you consume without end, you fight, you kill, you don't want to respect anyone but those who you deem able to satisfy your very personal greed. You proliferate and pass on your deadly thoughts about how to rape all of Life so that you can get a vain sense of achievement during your absolutely futile Life.
So yeah, I've had enough.
I've had enough of your games, your attempts at manipulating everyone to serve your own ego. I've had enough of your nauseating poison, of your desires, of YOU!
The world is filled with such incomprehensible Beauty.
Everything outside your mortal body is eternal and immeasurable.
Yet you see only yourself.
How I dreamt of shaking you awake.
How I have dreamt of doing even the smallest thing to stop you in your greedy tracks.
How I have secretly hoped you would return the Love I have poured into you somehow. Instead, you thank me with more greed and more demands. More consumption and more death, deception, and violence.
That's it, I've had it up to here.
I let you go.
This world is yours, and it always has been. I am going to stop caring now for there is (and never has been) anything I can do about how you choose to live your Life. This is the course you have chosen, so be it.
From now on, I am going to devote my inner Life to my personal futile Human Being and let you forge onwards with your own destiny. May you be as healthy or as sick as you make yourself. May you be as healthy or as sick as you make yourself. May your true wishes come true and may you one day wake up. I probably won't be around anymore then, but perhaps then, hopefully, you will look back at your own history and recognise the insanity of your ways.
All my Life I've been consumed with care for everyone else, their well-being, their betterment, their everything. I've plotted and planned how I am going to help all those whom I possibly could. I have fought against injustice, against ignorance, against all of that which I have been brought up to believe is evil.
And then it hit me.
I'm fed up.
FED UP!
You know what?
This world is in the state it is because YOU WANT IT TO BE SO!
And I'm tired of trying to give, give, give.
All you do is take, take, take.
All you do is fulfill your personal greed, your personal desire for more than the illusionary other. I've had enough of it.
You live in my head as a constant source of concern. The well-being of our species, the well-being of those who suffer, those who are powerless, those who have no voice, those who are being violated against. My entire inner world is devoted to You.
Since I was a child, I have wanted to help you.
How futile and childish my hopes and dreams have been.
You don't care.
You elect officials instead of starting a fire to change your own condition.
You buy whatever you can get your hands on instead of respecting the little Mother Nature has got to left to offer to You.
You throw away, you consume without end, you fight, you kill, you don't want to respect anyone but those who you deem able to satisfy your very personal greed. You proliferate and pass on your deadly thoughts about how to rape all of Life so that you can get a vain sense of achievement during your absolutely futile Life.
So yeah, I've had enough.
I've had enough of your games, your attempts at manipulating everyone to serve your own ego. I've had enough of your nauseating poison, of your desires, of YOU!
The world is filled with such incomprehensible Beauty.
Everything outside your mortal body is eternal and immeasurable.
Yet you see only yourself.
How I dreamt of shaking you awake.
How I have dreamt of doing even the smallest thing to stop you in your greedy tracks.
How I have secretly hoped you would return the Love I have poured into you somehow. Instead, you thank me with more greed and more demands. More consumption and more death, deception, and violence.
That's it, I've had it up to here.
I let you go.
This world is yours, and it always has been. I am going to stop caring now for there is (and never has been) anything I can do about how you choose to live your Life. This is the course you have chosen, so be it.
From now on, I am going to devote my inner Life to my personal futile Human Being and let you forge onwards with your own destiny. May you be as healthy or as sick as you make yourself. May you be as healthy or as sick as you make yourself. May your true wishes come true and may you one day wake up. I probably won't be around anymore then, but perhaps then, hopefully, you will look back at your own history and recognise the insanity of your ways.