imploding Love

Nov 18, 2006 17:40

By the time I came back from lunch, it was all over.
No more young people gathered around the square, only hundreds of them scattered across town, roaming around out of school.

I listened to three girls in the bus who were proudly talking about how they had no clue what the whole day was about but how cool it was to see people 'se faire taper dessus'... a loose translation would be 'to get hit on'.
So, apparently it's in to fight.
So much for Peace and Understanding.
Who cares about justice and working for a better anything.

I had a hard night, and a hard morning.
Filled with the destruction and anger I saw yesterday and the stupid and senseless violence that took over the crowd, I haven't found any peace as of yet. Perhaps it'll come. Who knows what way I decide to go. Apparently I don't, so who possibly could?

Having Walter here is quite an interesting experience.
I am in my 'regular' Life, working, doing my things, whatever, and he is sort of in his own thing as well. Whenever we have met before we spent time out of this world and in one of simple unity. This time around I am not quite as sure of everything as usually.
To be more precise, the feeling of unease I experienced Monday has come back around.

The change has come and settled itself, now it's time perhaps for my actions to stem from this new choice rather than my old ways. I don't know. I could scream and run around waving my hands up in the air while ripping my hair out again.

Excuse me
But I just have to
Explode
Explode this body
Off me

I'll be brand new
Brand new tomorrow
A little bit tired
But brand new

Pluto from Homogenic, by Björk

That's how I feel.
Explode.

Or then implode.
Implode and suck in the world to make it all simply vanish.

.

A beat.

.

Skip it, and return. Return to the inner part, to the whole, to the One.

It's a hard lesson to take in, all this Love.
It's about taking in all of those who have fought so hard to get out and melting them into the overall. Accept and Love. And beyond all, Understand.

you'll be given love
you'll be taken care of
you'll be given love
you have to trust it

maybe not from the sources
you have poured yours
maybe not from the directions
you are staring at

trust your head around
it's all around you
all is full of love
all around you

all is full of love
you just aint receiving
all is full of love
your phone is off the hook
all is full of love
your doors are all shut
all is full of love!

all is full of love
all is full of love
all is full of love
...

That was by Björk again... and interestingly enough the song right after the one before.
I think she's beyond this world and already completely awake. Or then she's just tapping into All... who knows. Again, I certainly don't...

Hm.
Did you know we have about a thousand homeless people in Luxembourg?
I bet you didn't.

But that'll be a story for another time... :D

Love thy children, Love thy parents and Your Self.
Accept, Understand and Love generously.
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