and I would recommend that you live with no regrets
Dear LJ,
Last night I had this complete revolation of how incredibly stupid I was being. It was like an epiphany, have you ever had one of those before? I just looked myself in the mirror and was like "wtf is wrong with you?" I'm letting some nobody person who disappoints me all the time get under my skin and make me feel stupid! And why? There are the obvious reasons, but superficial ones which don't mean anything. I amazing myself often of how incredibly ridiculous I act. It's stupid you know?
I don't know, I guess it's because I make more of things than I should. There are times when I need to have an out of body experience and look at myself when i'm doing something, and other times when I should just accept what I'm doing may be weird and stupid. I don't think I really have been scanning my actions enough. I've been doing a lot of things on impulse, things which I regret doing. But as my subject of this entry suggests, I can't let things I do hold me back.
that's basically all I wanted to tell you. I know this entry is pretty ambiguous and doesn't really specify a specific issue, but tha'ts the best I could do hehe.
-Leigh
Last night I had this complete revolation of how incredibly stupid I was being. It was like an epiphany, have you ever had one of those before? I just looked myself in the mirror and was like "wtf is wrong with you?" I'm letting some nobody person who disappoints me all the time get under my skin and make me feel stupid! And why? There are the obvious reasons, but superficial ones which don't mean anything. I amazing myself often of how incredibly ridiculous I act. It's stupid you know?
I don't know, I guess it's because I make more of things than I should. There are times when I need to have an out of body experience and look at myself when i'm doing something, and other times when I should just accept what I'm doing may be weird and stupid. I don't think I really have been scanning my actions enough. I've been doing a lot of things on impulse, things which I regret doing. But as my subject of this entry suggests, I can't let things I do hold me back.
that's basically all I wanted to tell you. I know this entry is pretty ambiguous and doesn't really specify a specific issue, but tha'ts the best I could do hehe.
-Leigh