My Love <3
I'm not sure I could be much happier these days. Surgery is over and I'm recuperating quickly and everything is fine. I also have the 2 most amazing people in my life and I want to elaborate on both of them. First, Elizah! What the hell did I do so right in my life to deserve this human being. She is probably the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. I love her with every inch of my heart. I care about her like no friend should really care about a friend, and that's another thing we're not calling ourselves "friends" anymore, we're "partners". She has taken such good care of me, sleeping at my house during my recovery, and driving me everywhere, and getting me everything I need. I couldn't ask for a better friend. She's done so much for me, and I plan to repay her somehow :) E, if your reading this, just know how much I love you and how that kind of love never fades away :)
OK, so on to the second person, Darrin. We've had some issues. I left him for all the wrong reasons, and it took all of that to realize that being without him was harding than being with him. He's really hard to be with because he works so much, but wow does he really care about me. We're taking another shot at being together and things are much different this time, and much better. Me, Darrin, and E went out to Chili's last night and talked more about things. We want to make the relationship better by moving in together. His house is for sale now and he's willing to move to Taunton for me. But, the only problem we've encountered so far is that he is afraid of me moving out of my house into an empty home. He just can't understand that I'll be fine and I don't have a problem with it, but it's cute that he's concerned for me. He said that he would feel much better if E moved in with us, so me and E are house hunting for a big 3 bedroomed house w/ a fireplace, a farmer's porch, wood floors, central air, and tons of other restrictions LOL. We're having a lot of fun and we've found some good ones. I'm really excited for this. I really do love him more than words can say and I will understand that he's working and I know he'll be wishing he was home watching E and I clean the house in our teddies :) LOL. DARRIN IS SUCH A PIMP!!!!!!! Yeah so anyways, these 2 people are the light in my life keeping me going. I love them both more than words can say. And we've already decided that E and I are getting pregnant together cause Darrin wants a lot of kids so we have to get started :) LOL.
Anyways, the show is coming together beautifully. Brian, E, and I met the other night at the studio to discuss what I wanted for the show. So far we're doing it at a hall that will fit 300-400 ppl, we're having staging lights, a full stage, a full band(drums, 2 guitarists, a bassist, piano, horns, and possibly a violinist) We're keeping this shit real country!! Umm, we also decided on 3 back-up singers, some dancers, big plasma flat screen video screens, cameras, and we're still working on the 40 song set list. We just got the Christmas CD's but they're not mixed very well because he ran out of time, so it's ok, but not as good as it could be. Anyways, I'm excited about so many things in my life these days...Elizah, Darrin and the house, Christmas, the show, and some other things. I feel very fortunate and just really happy that Elizah and Darrin are in my life. Darrin is in Florida this weekend working out a business deal and probably working on a helicopter, he's amazing :), Sooo while he's gone E has been with me 24/7..She slept over last night and we went out shopping allll day, went out to lunch, went to Brooke's play of the nutcracker!!! and she left me to shower and she'll probably come back and we'll watch Office Space LOL. E I am fucking in love with you. OK I'm done, this was really long.
Night....See you soon E :)
OK, so on to the second person, Darrin. We've had some issues. I left him for all the wrong reasons, and it took all of that to realize that being without him was harding than being with him. He's really hard to be with because he works so much, but wow does he really care about me. We're taking another shot at being together and things are much different this time, and much better. Me, Darrin, and E went out to Chili's last night and talked more about things. We want to make the relationship better by moving in together. His house is for sale now and he's willing to move to Taunton for me. But, the only problem we've encountered so far is that he is afraid of me moving out of my house into an empty home. He just can't understand that I'll be fine and I don't have a problem with it, but it's cute that he's concerned for me. He said that he would feel much better if E moved in with us, so me and E are house hunting for a big 3 bedroomed house w/ a fireplace, a farmer's porch, wood floors, central air, and tons of other restrictions LOL. We're having a lot of fun and we've found some good ones. I'm really excited for this. I really do love him more than words can say and I will understand that he's working and I know he'll be wishing he was home watching E and I clean the house in our teddies :) LOL. DARRIN IS SUCH A PIMP!!!!!!! Yeah so anyways, these 2 people are the light in my life keeping me going. I love them both more than words can say. And we've already decided that E and I are getting pregnant together cause Darrin wants a lot of kids so we have to get started :) LOL.
Anyways, the show is coming together beautifully. Brian, E, and I met the other night at the studio to discuss what I wanted for the show. So far we're doing it at a hall that will fit 300-400 ppl, we're having staging lights, a full stage, a full band(drums, 2 guitarists, a bassist, piano, horns, and possibly a violinist) We're keeping this shit real country!! Umm, we also decided on 3 back-up singers, some dancers, big plasma flat screen video screens, cameras, and we're still working on the 40 song set list. We just got the Christmas CD's but they're not mixed very well because he ran out of time, so it's ok, but not as good as it could be. Anyways, I'm excited about so many things in my life these days...Elizah, Darrin and the house, Christmas, the show, and some other things. I feel very fortunate and just really happy that Elizah and Darrin are in my life. Darrin is in Florida this weekend working out a business deal and probably working on a helicopter, he's amazing :), Sooo while he's gone E has been with me 24/7..She slept over last night and we went out shopping allll day, went out to lunch, went to Brooke's play of the nutcracker!!! and she left me to shower and she'll probably come back and we'll watch Office Space LOL. E I am fucking in love with you. OK I'm done, this was really long.
Night....See you soon E :)