the first time i saw you, i knew it would never last and i was bad news for you just because
this shit always happens to me. i think the world hates me.
that must be it, because its always screwing with me.
like it knows the exact moment that things are amazing so it sends it all crashing down.
me and graham are over. forever? maybe
he says he wants to start out as friends and that he made a mistake taking things so quickly with me.
im a mistake. thats all i fucking am either a mistake or a waste of fucking time.
i cried alot last night because this was my second chance and its over. i feel like i screwed it up.
i feel like i wasnt enough to keep him. i know its about him though, but i cant help but feel like shit.
i came to give him his book back today and kerri brought me. and i was feeling pretty good. i was feeling good afterward when i was with sarah, but i left her dorm and there we was and here i am now. sniffling and blinking away tears.
i cant be his friend because i was never just his friend.
i become friends with guys because i want to go out with him and i dont think that i could deal with being his friend and getting close to him and maybe even falling in love with him, just to see him go off with someone else.
this wouldnt hurt so bad if he wasnt so fucking sweet to me and complimenting me and saying that he fucking loves me.
i was never looking for something but it just came along. i dont need a knight in shining armor or a hero i need a person who i can feel safe with, just someone who i know cares about me.
i want to talk to him but i dont want him to see me cry, because i will, but i need to say all of these things to him.
im not an independant person. i cant go through life alone and im not looking for alot.
just a guy whos a friend.
the sad thing is that i knew from the very beggining that this wouldnt last. aries and libra
that must be it, because its always screwing with me.
like it knows the exact moment that things are amazing so it sends it all crashing down.
me and graham are over. forever? maybe
he says he wants to start out as friends and that he made a mistake taking things so quickly with me.
im a mistake. thats all i fucking am either a mistake or a waste of fucking time.
i cried alot last night because this was my second chance and its over. i feel like i screwed it up.
i feel like i wasnt enough to keep him. i know its about him though, but i cant help but feel like shit.
i came to give him his book back today and kerri brought me. and i was feeling pretty good. i was feeling good afterward when i was with sarah, but i left her dorm and there we was and here i am now. sniffling and blinking away tears.
i cant be his friend because i was never just his friend.
i become friends with guys because i want to go out with him and i dont think that i could deal with being his friend and getting close to him and maybe even falling in love with him, just to see him go off with someone else.
this wouldnt hurt so bad if he wasnt so fucking sweet to me and complimenting me and saying that he fucking loves me.
i was never looking for something but it just came along. i dont need a knight in shining armor or a hero i need a person who i can feel safe with, just someone who i know cares about me.
i want to talk to him but i dont want him to see me cry, because i will, but i need to say all of these things to him.
im not an independant person. i cant go through life alone and im not looking for alot.
just a guy whos a friend.
the sad thing is that i knew from the very beggining that this wouldnt last. aries and libra