Oct 11, 2009 12:11
there is a very big reason about why am i being so tempted to keep eating spicy and fried and cold stuffs.
cos i've been sick for more than a month plus.
ever since the 2nd week of working at airport till now you know.
and that back drip mucus to my throat thing has been going on ever since i stopped normal dripping. -.-
as in it has been going on ever since march april or so.
it's totally.
annoying and it kills me.
and i'm always over paranoid about this sick issue.
whether or not it's serious or what.
like will i eventually develop what nose cancer or whatever you can list that causes death to my nose and such.
._.
i don't even know what to do now when it's so terrible.
and stop saying sleep early! i've been sleeping uber early with all the self prescribed medicine for past 1 week!
and i've been eating fruits.
i see the big difference of course when i shit it's easier to shit.
but other than that, the nose is still as sensitive as ever.
and mom has never appreciated the stuffs i do to protect my nose.
like i really do eat all the stupid health products everyday on table dutifully.
she just insisted that i'm not taking it seriously. like. rawr.
then i actually caught this flu that day when i was lying on the floor, the wind was probably too strong or what!
-.-
;A;
this morning. or rather, just now, when i wanted to sleep.
the mucus kept back dripping and it was total discomfort, i couldn't get in bed at all!
im very annoyed right now by this whole sick issue and i seriously think once i recover, i'm gonna like go crazy eating fruits everyday. and such. i wonder, when, will i. recover. -.-
and when you are sick, you are less attentive. and you tend to feel tired easily.
then you fall asleep easier everywhere.
and that is difficulty to keep awake in all my lessons.
and yet no one gets that fact and thinks it's all my shit fault when i fall asleep in lessons.
for nuts' sake, my teacher could tell i'm not feeling well ok. -.-
pabo people who think the other way.
i'm getting paranoid cos i don't even know what's wrong other than my nose is overly sensitive or me personally my body is super over sensitive. feelings and physically. it sucks to the maximum if you were me.
so i don't know what that nose thing will eventually develop into.
and i don't wish it develops into anything of course.
then it's like, you see at how the technology advances, more sickness/diseases pop up. -.-
so what if some latest disease popped upon me. which i'd never know!!!
-.-
argh, someone/anyone.
recommend me a doctor whom you've seen for your past xxx amount of years. and whenever you recommend him/her, your friend/family member heals.
please do me that favour above.
:)
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