Who needs the real world anyway

Nov 09, 2006 20:23

Writing my life's story for the career planning course I'm taking made me realize I'm really unhappy with my life. But instead of trying to find out the cause of the unhappiness and doing something about it I've been playing the avoidance-game. You know, the one where you pretend you have no problems and that ignoring them will make all the bad stuff go away. I guess it's working.

So instead of doing anything constructive I've been downloading magically obtaining all my favorite tv shows. Prison Break made me really think about who I find attractive and why. Wentworth Miller is really pretty but he has crazy eyes that scare me. He looks like he's using amphetamine or maybe just lots and lots of caffeine. It's hard to tell. I like to look at him but wouldn't want to be in the same room with him. Unless the room has glass walls and I'm on the other side. Drooling. Although every time he makes his squinty "I'm a criminal mastermind" face I just dissolve in laughter and completely forget all naughty thoughts.

Dominic Purcell makes me weak in the knees. And his character makes me feel all kinds of funny. He has that hurt puppy -look but also an air of danger I hate myself for liking. I don't want to be one of those women with a bad boy complex. I know I am but I really don't want to be.

Rober Knepper fascinates me. He's not attractive to me at all but I really like his voice. His character is so wonderfully creepy and I love to hate T-Bag. So far there has been nothing that could make me feel sympathy for him but still I don't want him to die. And I was so sure he'd rather tear his arm off than go back to prison. Then again now that he's realized there's no one waiting for him he might lose his drive. I don't think T-Bag thinks of himself as evil, he probably thinks of himself as really misunderstood.

Amaury Nolasco is adorable. And Prison Break writers need to come up with reasons for Sucre to smile a lot.

I just wish Prison Break could have at least one female character I didn't hate. Sarah Wayne Callies is pretty enough but she has dead eyes and her character is whiny and annoying. Prison Break is almost enough to make me straight.

Luckily I have also been watching Battlestar Galactica, Ugly Betty and Bones.

Also, the sister wants me to write Carson Beckett/ Ronon Dex fics for her. I told her I'm not going to because writing would turn me into an antisocial freak who just sits in front of her computer 24/7 making funny noises. She asked how that's any different from how I'm now. She's evil :( And right. Dammit.

My nephew has a birthday party this Saturday. I really don't think one-year-olds really understand the concept of birthdays but there's going to be cake, so yay. The sister wondered if we should buy him his very own extension cord for a present, but I don't think his parents would appreciate that much. So maybe we'll buy him something else to chew on.

it's hard out here for a fangirl

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