May 18, 2008 19:12
What a Clusterfuck! (being in this jail reminds me of a fight I had in the basement of it some 5 years ago... and the trip from hell that we went through then too)
This trip started out great... I was getting along fine with everyone and then stupid head number 1 decided that he needed to be in charge! WTF??? He doesn't have a fucking clue! Nothing was organized for Saturday... I tried to organize and then idiot decided that driving around for 2 hours trying to find a parking spot for the bus was a good idea!!! OMG!!! I'm so mad.... Today went ok but only because I planned it last night. If I hadn't decided what was going to happen the kids would not have been able to see parliament... and who comes to Ottawa without going to Parliament???? Especially on a citizenship tour!
Both of them have no idea what the fuck they are doing. He is a complete ass to the kids and treats them like shit. She is constantly sarcastic and then pretends she is joking.... I can't stand it anymore. I don't want to be here. They drive me nuts.. they have no idea about military protocol!!! WE WENT TO PARLIAMENT IN SUMMER DRESS!!! I am so mad! She tried to tell me that I was being inappropriate and started yelling at me about a cadet and telling me that my conduct was inappropriate and that I haven't learned anything. I yelled right back. I didn't come here to take shit from people who are less than I am.. and know less than I do. I'm done with that and don't need it... If it wasn't for Dan coming to keep me company I think I would have died by now from stress related complications... either that or my head would have exploded.
I just want to walk up to them and tell them that they are fucked in the head and need to go away! I could run this trip far better than them if they would fuck off and let me make a decision. Every time I tell the kids to do something I get undermined... FUCK YOU! The kids hate them... I hate them... take a hint... And I don't care who you are, you do not tell off anyone in front of their subordinates.. that's just shitty. Learn some tact.
I hate it here now. I thought this squadron would be my haven because V and Boomer are here... but without Kirby at the helm things have gone downhill. When am I going to find somewhere that is sane and that I can thrive at without ending up with stress ulcers? At this point I think that 104 is the lesser of the two evils... and that's saying something.