Dec 03, 2005 09:21
Wowie! This is a week from both heaven and hell. Purgetory perhaps. I can't spell anything.
Thanksgiving is always my magnificant and I'm generally severely upset when I return back to school, for a day or so. My family, the river, the food, the trees, everything makes me so incredibly at home, though technically I'm not at home. A suburban neighborhood is certainly not where my heart is meant to be, oui oui. Mark my words, I WILL live in the woods one day. Perhaps I'll be a hermit, but I'll receive visitors if they wish to come.
I applied to UT. I applied for scholarships. I want a scholarship. I'm good at some stuff and i've worked my butt off for years in school.... just give me one PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!
RAgs to Riches is in process. Three more shows. It is really so much fun! Part of me wishes that I weren't in it and that I could be a clueless audience member, because they have the most fun with the melodrama. You get to throw popcorn at interact. I mean come on, that's great!! As far as being Mother Watson, it's really invigorating to get complimented on how disgusting and ugly you are. The more horrible I am, the better. wowilikeit! And for the Idas and Marys and Greysons and Flanagans and Roswells and Dick and Mickey and of course the fellow Mother Wats...everyone just makes me all warm and gooey inside. They are all SO GREAT and talented, and FUN! AND THE CHORUS! The chorus is so good this year; everyone has a distinct character, and they memorized all these freezes, and interact with the audience, and sing xmas charols awk-a-pella (i dont want to look it up)and they have to sing with that awful tape! The chorus rocks the house, and anyone who quit chorus because they thought it was lame (ahem rodrigo) should be ashamed! :)
I'm blessed to have worked with them. The 4th and last musical I'll ever be in is a hit, hurrah!!
KD I derno if you read this anymo' but thank you for being with me last night. You know how I said I tend to wake up feeling a little..bad? Well, this morning I actually woke up thinking about our molten cake, and how glad I am to have had our time together. And I felt not so alone. I don't know it was just great, and I know today is going to be good! RAH!
Madeline,Claire,Emma,Caitlin,tree,Michelle,Erin,Danny(sometimes)...anyone who puts up with me and my melancholy,indifferent mood all the time..thank you. you are my rays of sunshine in a black and cold place called Bowie and loneliness.
now off to bowie, my second home