May 16, 2004 22:55
-PBA
-Belmont
-Hume Fogg
-Overton
-Brentwood
-Tennessee
-People who recommended him
-Being the new girl
-That they don't realize
-That they won't tell me
-Crying without someone to hold me
-Not having a choice
-How I'm not a year older
-How I"m not two years older
-Being 16
-7 Schools in 13 Years
-The thought of where I was a year ago
-The thought of where I will be a year from now
-Being taken from all of this
-June 7th
-Junior Year
-Senior Year
-That this is all about them
-That he said he had to move, that's a lie
-That he repeatedly says "I love you", that doesn't mean I'm not mad at him
-How is talking about me right now with Kim and my mom
-How he says "I was with you since the beginning, I know what this means to you." He has no idea!
-How I have 9 days left
-How no one else has to do this
-How everyone else gets to stay
-How my summer is going to suck
-How my wonderful life was turned upside down
-How my best friends will be here
-How high school is NOT supposed to be like this
-MY LIFE (Except for what I have with Eamon, that's the only thing that keeps me going)
--->The second I graduate, I'm moving so far away, they will regret making me do this...