My mind fills with thoughts and races....

and....I have NOTHING to say.....

My HIM show was postponed until February....I was supposed to see them tonight...

I'll be hanging myself in my bathroom....I can't go on living without my Ville Valo...

<3

Got to London on Sunday and was quickly escorted by Valerie to see the Blood Brothers in Camden at Underworld. Shockingly, I knew exactly where we were going and had been there before. Of course, I can't remember the name of the band that I saw there 9 years ago, but I remember they were from NY and I got a contact high from hanging out with them ( Read more... )

Faith Lost ( Read more... )

I just finished up my backlog of LJ's from friends...such good writing that I'm envious! I miss every single one of you....Valerfat....I will see you in 6 days (I can't wait)....My Mike and Albie...I'll be seeing you over x-mas vacation....I love you ( Read more... )

Don't have many LJ friends...but I'm doing it anyway!

stolen from turtle

POST A MEMORY OF ME
It can be anything you want.
Then post this in your journal.
See what people remember about you.

I feel so terrible about making a stupid joke when someone that I care about was finally talking to me again! Now..I don't know what to do. I guess I just leave this person alone again. No contact....no messages! Maybe something inspirational in a few weeks! Maybe I should just get over it ( Read more... )

Beautiful Insanity ( Read more... )

I realized, today, as I was driving home from visiting an amazing family, that my perfect match will the male version of Valerie. She is someone that knows me like no other person in the world. She is my best friend and confidant. I tell her absolutely every detail, of every moment of my life. I will be the luckiest person in the world to find ( Read more... )

I just spent an hour posting this blog on my myspace page...for your enjoyment ( Read more... )