a long time from now

[legatogunsmoke]

its strange, but this is the most alone i think ive ever felt.

i cant explain it, im pretty sure i could break it down. but inside, i just dont feel right.
nothing does.
i really dont like this.
i feel like i did the other night, and that wasnt a good night at all.
why am i always so depressing... i feel like i never have anything good to write anymore.
or even anything good to say, id almost rather fight with people than get along.

somethings gotta break.
i think its gonna be me.
cuz this feeling sucks... alot.

michael