talk about the heeby jeebies
Saw Butterfly Effect last night. talk about intense. it gave me the worst feeling, when it was over i literally felt sick. i thought about making myself throw up. i wanted it to go away. candi felt the same, we were both so upset and felt like something terrible was going to happen. it did make me think though. what if i could go back and change the terrible things in my past...would it only make it worse? the concept of time travel has always been so intriguing to me. I used to read books and books about it. its so fascinating. at the beginning of the movie they actually have a quote from the Chaos Theory, it made me think about water...one little disturbance causes at first a small ripple, until it grows and grows and the entire surface of water becomes wrinkled with ripples. it just goes to show, you really have no idea the magnitude of the effects your actions have on others. makes me want to be more careful...
after the movie we went and saw jeanne and her baby, alexi. THE most precious thing i have ever seen. i've always been grossed out by babies until alexi, i just want to cuddle her forever and ever. she is so TINY! jeanne bought her a dress for st. paddy's day, and you know where she got it? Build a bear! lol, it is so stinkin cute though. jeanne's so happy. and her bf stefan is so sweet and really loves her and treats her good. i'm so glad.
I'm at work right now, its actually slow today. thank goodness. i have to work 6 days a week again...we fired somebody. and when amanda goes on maternity leave and adam his honeymoon i'll probably be working like 14 days straight. at least its good b/c i need money bad right now. (well, not as if i'm desperate for it, but i can't shop as often as i used to, lol)
don't know what I'm doing tonite. maybe the drive in. maybe dancing. i really want to hang out w/emilio but i'm too stubborn to call him and say so so hopefully he will call me.
good day diary
after the movie we went and saw jeanne and her baby, alexi. THE most precious thing i have ever seen. i've always been grossed out by babies until alexi, i just want to cuddle her forever and ever. she is so TINY! jeanne bought her a dress for st. paddy's day, and you know where she got it? Build a bear! lol, it is so stinkin cute though. jeanne's so happy. and her bf stefan is so sweet and really loves her and treats her good. i'm so glad.
I'm at work right now, its actually slow today. thank goodness. i have to work 6 days a week again...we fired somebody. and when amanda goes on maternity leave and adam his honeymoon i'll probably be working like 14 days straight. at least its good b/c i need money bad right now. (well, not as if i'm desperate for it, but i can't shop as often as i used to, lol)
don't know what I'm doing tonite. maybe the drive in. maybe dancing. i really want to hang out w/emilio but i'm too stubborn to call him and say so so hopefully he will call me.
good day diary