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and i'm just so tired...too tired to do much of anything that would benefit my life, let alone write. trying to stay awake, i remember when i was their age in high school. i would still be so tired, too tired, but for different reasons. i only got through the weeks living for the weekends with friends and boyfriends all going alright.
i wish you'd still call me "baby." i wish you'd still call me. i wish for you still.
and if it could, this frozen water would stay frozen inside as i drink it, i'd wait til you came around to hug me too tightly so the water becomes only shards of icicles, proving you'll never melt my heart. he froze it too long ago. i'm sorry you never had a chance.
i guess there's just some things i'll never understand.
i wish you'd still call me "baby." i wish you'd still call me. i wish for you still.
and if it could, this frozen water would stay frozen inside as i drink it, i'd wait til you came around to hug me too tightly so the water becomes only shards of icicles, proving you'll never melt my heart. he froze it too long ago. i'm sorry you never had a chance.
i guess there's just some things i'll never understand.