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[legallyblonde4]

through my blood soaked teeth
and through the flames
of chaos and confusion
i will bite my tongue
and wish you all the best.

why the fuck am i so nice to people who really don't care about me?

and every time i read that entry from last year
it kills me how seemingly happy i was
and i didn't even know he was with her then.
it was all one sided.me with me and my stupid brain that makes up fairy tales.
God, how can i be such a fool time and time again?
but that entry, it just kills me.