Another Day, Another Reason
I was supposed to go somewhere tonight with someone. Something important for them that I said I'd do, because I was trying to show how much I care and would do virtually ANYTHING for their wellbeing. (Which I would!) I didn't go. Some friend I am, right? I don't think they really wanted me there, anyway. Plus, I had a valid enough excuse, but I could have gotten out of it, had I tried a little harder. I didn't try. Something that this person said to me a few days ago really got me thinking... and I just couldn't make myself go. I can't explain in more detail because... I just can't. Thats for them to do, not me. Anyway. Instead, my mom dragged me to a job fair to search for summer employment. I tried to get out of that, too, but she wouldn't let me. Why? Hmmm...
Maybe because I just quit my job? Wow, I'm such a genious. All in all, I've started the week off wonderfully: quitting my job, avoiding my friends, pissing multiple people off in the process... go me!
Woo... Monday is a terrible way to spend one seventh of your life.
***Edit(9:45pm): turns out they didn't go either. I wish they had. Now I don't know whether to feel guilty or relieved. *leans toward guilty*
Maybe because I just quit my job? Wow, I'm such a genious. All in all, I've started the week off wonderfully: quitting my job, avoiding my friends, pissing multiple people off in the process... go me!
Woo... Monday is a terrible way to spend one seventh of your life.
***Edit(9:45pm): turns out they didn't go either. I wish they had. Now I don't know whether to feel guilty or relieved. *leans toward guilty*