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Once again, things change.
I guess I'm glad he never let me get comfortable. It makes everything easier now. I would have loved to love him, completely. However, I gave him my best. Among many things, this man came into my life and showed me how to give my all to the things I care most about. I know he'll never read this. But, if he ever did I'd want him to know - - I gave you everything I had. I was the best person I could be with you. I cared more than you'll ever believe or acknowledge. You've left me uneasy but at least now I have hope. I know how I want to be treated. I know that guys out there like you exist. I truly hope everything works out the way you want it to in the long run. We both have a long way to go.
Everything else right now is complicated and stressful. Work, school, and family all seem overwhelming. My friends are the one part of my life bringing stability right now. You guys will never know how thankful I am to have you in my life. Julia and Andy especially, are like family to me. I don't ever question that they'll remain that way forever.
I guess I'm glad he never let me get comfortable. It makes everything easier now. I would have loved to love him, completely. However, I gave him my best. Among many things, this man came into my life and showed me how to give my all to the things I care most about. I know he'll never read this. But, if he ever did I'd want him to know - - I gave you everything I had. I was the best person I could be with you. I cared more than you'll ever believe or acknowledge. You've left me uneasy but at least now I have hope. I know how I want to be treated. I know that guys out there like you exist. I truly hope everything works out the way you want it to in the long run. We both have a long way to go.
Everything else right now is complicated and stressful. Work, school, and family all seem overwhelming. My friends are the one part of my life bringing stability right now. You guys will never know how thankful I am to have you in my life. Julia and Andy especially, are like family to me. I don't ever question that they'll remain that way forever.