I see right through you

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Yeah and so summer is over. I remember thinking back in June how I still had so much summer left, and now I've run dry. That's not to say that I didn't enjoy my summer. Remember how in high school summer was a cocooning experience, and when you returned in the fall you were supposed to be a better person then you were in the spring? I really feel that way. I’m ready to finish school and student teach. I want to start my life. As much as I love it (and often hate it) I would like to move out of the house and get an apartment or condo or something. At this moment I feel like a semi-adult. I have all the responsibilities of an adult (job, bills, taking care of myself, etc.) but have all the shitty child attachments (school, being poor, not being able to be completely independent). I’ve never been one to half-ass something, and this is no different.

Maybe love isn’t meant to be easy
Maybe that’s why we’re driven so hard
And that feeling that makes you uneasy
Is to warn you of what’s to come