so a month after i turned 24, i lost my paternal grandmother, the only grandmother i knew real well (my paternal grandfather died when i was several months old, and only met my maternal grandparents once). this was the only time i ever felt so alone, considering that most of my friends have moved away and i have lost touch with many of them. then i ( Read more... )

i have several days left before my twenties are done and over with.  i guess this is the time for me to reflect about my twenties before turning 30. funny, i haven't been able to sleep knowing that i want to write about this, probably because i'm so anxious to put it down on paper...er...on my electronic journal. whatever same difference; it's down ( Read more... )

so i got a phone call in the afternoon from an old friend of mine, who i consider to be a close friend (or BFF)...her name is "R" (just in case we don't want to mix anyone up heh). i haven't spoken to her in months, which is understandable. both of us are pretty much busy like no other mother heh (she has two kids). and you know, it feels great to ( Read more... )