work situation
so this week apparently became a trial to see if money will be coming in and things and people will be getting paid. i, for one hand, ultimately decided to tell the boss to fire me by friday (this happened on monday), since working for free is not a solution (that and i'm able to get unemployment benefits). i started thinking that maybe i should go back to school under a job training thru unemployment and either pick physical therapist aide/assistant or pharmacy tech. i dunno, but it sure as hell beats what i'm dealing with lately.
i just have this odd feeling that my boss doesn't get that i'm leaving...for good. i know that i'm literally the best assistant ever (where my co-workers can't beleive i'm still workign for her) as what many of the people say who used to be her assistant. right now i'm closing most of the odds and ends that i haven't finished due to her many "omg this is more important than what i told you to do a few seconds ago". quite frankly i'm seeing a light in the dark tunnel and i feel good that i'm getting this crap out of my body. my boss can be quite a hypocrite...literally not practicing what she preaches at the school. i have to remind her on friday that it IS my last day and i will not be coming back. period.
it's tiring and exhausting. even if i sleep enough, i don't know, i just want to take a nap. this happened before and it's definitely me being stressed at work. as soon as i'm free, i'm going to start and workout again...at least i'll have free time until i get my desired job :D...whatever it may be...
i just have this odd feeling that my boss doesn't get that i'm leaving...for good. i know that i'm literally the best assistant ever (where my co-workers can't beleive i'm still workign for her) as what many of the people say who used to be her assistant. right now i'm closing most of the odds and ends that i haven't finished due to her many "omg this is more important than what i told you to do a few seconds ago". quite frankly i'm seeing a light in the dark tunnel and i feel good that i'm getting this crap out of my body. my boss can be quite a hypocrite...literally not practicing what she preaches at the school. i have to remind her on friday that it IS my last day and i will not be coming back. period.
it's tiring and exhausting. even if i sleep enough, i don't know, i just want to take a nap. this happened before and it's definitely me being stressed at work. as soon as i'm free, i'm going to start and workout again...at least i'll have free time until i get my desired job :D...whatever it may be...